I'll Never Sing Of Love If It Does Not Exist.

Have you ever wondered?

What life was actually about.

If the decisions we made were right or wrong. 

Have you ever wondered?

About what ifs and what nots. 

Sure, I have goals.

I have aims. 

I wanna be successful.

I want my As and my scholarship and my degree.

I want my career, and I want my money.

Is that what life has for me? 

Because it sure is pretty damn meaningless.

It's so superficial I don't even know why we bother so much about it. 

Yes, I go to church.

I serve God almost every other Sundays for worship. 

But I still wonder sometimes.

If going to church every Sunday is what He really has in for me? 

I feel like I'm meant to do something more,

But I don't know what. 

love?

It's something I've lost hope for. 

I'm sick and tired of relationships.

So really,

what's life all about?

Your As? 

Your cigarettes?

Your clubbing sessions?

Your drug sessions?

Your career? 

Sometimes, I think we're so self absorbed..

we forget about others around us that can't even survive to keep themselves alive.

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