Is This The New Tear? Or Just Another Desperation?

Trust.

Something we earn.

Something others gain.

Gained, and lost, and gained once again.

But will it ever be the same?

Hope.

Something we can't help not to have.

For something better.

For something sweeter.

For something less painful.

Although we tell ourselves we don't deserve it.

We can't help ourselves but to hope.

Love.

Essential when it's beautiful.

Cast aside when it's painful.

Even then, we long for it.

Our soul does nothing but yearn for it, search for it.

Where we find it, we call it home.

Past.

Something irrelevant.

But yet defines who we all are now.

We say we've let it go, but have we? Really?

Time & Secrets.

Two words that should never be separated.

Secrets locked in time.

Unlocked in the present,

bringing with it, more worries and problems.

Unlocking feelings of not only yours, but of others as well.

How can it be irrelevant?

When it doesn't stop affecting our present and future?

And then, we have to make a decision.

Letting go.

Holding on.

Two words which are easily said, commonly heard.

But yet, do we really know what it takes to do both?

So then how will we decide what to do?

Seek God for the answer?

Weigh the pros and cons?

I once read a question.

Is it easier for you to walk away from someone you love, or hold on to someone who isn't worth it?

In this case.

If you're someone I love.

And if you're worth it..

I think the answer is pretty much obvious (:

And if you haven't figured it out yet,

I'm holding onto you baby. (: